Die

The other day we were telling Hannan that we are going to visit my uncle who is very sick in Muar:
Hannan : why is tok ngah sick?
Daddy : because he's very old
Hannan : (thinking) are you old daddy?
Daddy : Very old! (Laughing while ummi already saw where this is going)
Hannan: (long silence) are you going to die?
Daddy: (silence) what do you think?
Ummi: why sayang?
Hannan: but i miss daddy (started crying and hugging me).. what if i don't have family..?

Ummi cried too...

I told her to pray to Allah for Daddy's health and everything that she wish for so that Daddy can always be there for her..and she did.. and Daddy kissed her and asked her to smile and laugh and she smiled..forgetting the sad emotion that she had..

She's only 4 and she started worrying about us dying.. *tears

Oh Hannan..
how can i explain to you that everyone dies..that it doesn't depend on what age you are..
it just happens when you least expect it and it can happen to someone so young..
That i also hope that we are able to live it through seeing you grow up and take care of you and be with you every time you need us..

BUT..
if anything do happen to ummi or both ummi and daddy and we are not able to see and be there for you
don't ever forget to go to Allah through out your happiness and sadness in life
Always be thankful to Allah for whatever that He brings you
Love your sister and our family.. take care of them and keep us in your heart ya sayang

Love, kisses and hugs,
Ummi