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One of the nights

It really breaks your heart when you can't just figure out what your baby wants. Tonight is one of it. I knew she was sleepy, but I also thought she was really hungry. So I was trying to breastfeed her -lying on the bed, sitting and even standing. But that makes her even more sad. She screamed. Then ummi and daddy both tried play,dance, sing and everything with her.playing helps a bit but she still appeared sad and cried a lil bit here and there. Then we took turns trying to put her to sleep in her bed and in her car seat , turning on the aircond, putting all lights off. I was really confident that she's super hungry, so I kinda forced her with breastmilk. Didnt work. She cried her lungs out. And I scream in my heart too. Finally, I put her in my arms, stood in front of the fan, swayed myself from side to side, cuddled her to sleep.  And she slept almost immediately. She.just.wanted.to.sleep.in.front.of.the.fan.? I can imagine she meant "NO I DON'T WANT BREA...

the one about our baby Suphie

I want to keep Daddy's post on Suphie here..it was actually posted when Suphie was few weeks old..thnk u daddy.. I can still remember the moment.. It was on the 6 Apr 2013 and i was in a bus in Houston, Texas going for my first meeting that day when Ummi told me that we need to cancel our umrah trip. [Insert cricket sound] I was like..”Say what???!!”. We have paid the deposits to the travel agent and we are few weeks away from the trip! That was my initial reaction....until she unveiled the beautiful reason behind it.  The reason is...You. When I heard that Ummi was already a few weeks pregnant, it came as a surprise to me....(good surprise I mean).  We waited for almost 5 years to have your sister Hannan...and now, we’re going to welcome another one to the family? To have your sister Hannan in our life is already a miracle.  And to have you...it’s beyond miracle. It’s almost feel like i’m dreaming...I’m out of words...speechless.  I took tim...