There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

Comfort is when I'm at my own zone Doing things at my own term

lama tak buat entry makan-makan.. because we kept going to the same place and i kept ordering the same thing heh so the last makan-makan outing we had was with hubby's family at the Gardens, Alamanda the ambience was superb, but the food was...hmm..average? mine.olio spaghetti. price for 7 pax. for better quality pictures, pls view whatissoloub.blogspot.com :) oh ya, i was surprised to see that this place actually serve alcohol! JAKIM or someone should do something about this. not in putrajaya please. at least TGIF is honoring that.

All 3 of us are off to Sungkai "onsen" and Cameron! Yeay! Hubby was the one who planned this family getaway day when he purchased this Felda Residence Hotspring Resort deal from allgroupon.com May Allah protect our journey amiinn... Just imagine,at 2-3months Hannan already travelled to Kuantan,Terengganu and Perak!Ummi managed to do that when I was in school!

hamba yg solat adalah hamba yg berakhlak Hamba yg solat adalah hamba yang ikhlas Hamba yg solat adalah hamba yg bersyukur Hamba yg solat adalah hamba yg mencintai Tuhannya

so many things happened this week Finally we said goodbye to our samsung fridge which had served us since 2006 And her replacement is the supposedly 35% energy saving LG fridge (x save siap ko LG! hehe) Then we also welcomed the arrival of Blackie which will need to serve us for 9 years (at most?) apart from Dusty And to my surprise A special someone bought me 9900 He even managed to advertise my old bold for sale without me knowing No wonder he had been asking what phone is my current fav He said it's a gift for delivering hannan (Oh I can do it all one more time if you want to heheh) Anyway thank you to you,special someone!

A friend told me that you need to sacrifice and compromise A LOT when you have a child which happens to be the eldest grandchild “banyak hati ko kena jaga..” he said Yup..yup..so true.. My family, my in-laws..and especially hubby..while at the same time making sure that your child is protected in every way..and make sure conflicts (if any) doesn’t affect love between all of us Believe me, it’s tough I can sincerely say that I really juggle between these priorities..and sometimes I do miss out some things..which may hurt hubby, parents and in-laws.. And of course I didn’t mean it at all.. Hubby has been really really supportive and taking care of both Hannan and I And when I focus more on Hannan’s needs I tend to forget his At this time around, when your child seems to cling at you almost every hour, u don’t have the time to to do the house chores (I really salute those who manage!) So the least you can do is giving him your biggest support when he’s real...

This time around I think I learn to appreciate my mom more than ever The whole experience of having hannan gives sort of reflection, how would I want hannan to treat me when I get older What you give you get back remember? There was one time I discovered a torchlight at mama’s room downstairs so i asked her what’s it for? She said: “Malam-malam gelap sangat so mama on la torchlight mama ni..bil elektrik along kan tinggi bulan ni, mama tak nak la bukak lampu..sbb tu ma pakai torchlight” I was almost in tears She never asked me to pay all the electricity bills that I consumed for the past 23 years before I got married When I need to have hot shower When I need to stay up late for night movies or listening to favourite radio segments When I need to switch on the tv and light because I was too scared When I need to use the pc to chat in long hours with hubs I remember when I was in my teen years I kinda hate my parents because they didn’t seem to unders...

Can't believe it's already my 2nd week back at work So far alhamdulillah Hannan is coping very well with her new schedule and her bottles Basically I would express in the morning and feed her before going to work (Already been late few days now) Then come back home to express and feed her and hv lunch (Which means I've been going out early for lunch and back late to the office) And back at home around 6pm can't believe that she drinks almost 12oz when I'm at work Anyway Alhamdulillah that I have my mom to take care of her while I'm at work I was talking with one of the directors this morning and he said I'm so lucky to have my mom and parents-in-law to take care of Hannan That means I should worry less I guess that's true that I totally forgot about it She's been developing well Last check-up she weighs at 5.3kg And you could see her body already getting ketak2 hehe But I still miss her at the office! If only I could bring her alon...

So yesterday was hard Mama said at first Hannan didn't want to drink from the bottle She made this cebik2 sad face and cried a lil bit here n there I guess she was searching for me :( I missed her too Badly.every second Kept looking at her pics at the office When I came back at lunch hour She cried to me as if mengadu or asking "why weren't you here?" *Hati jatuh berkeping-keping* I miss u too baby.. Be strong with ummi ya?

Finally 1st day back at work So sad of leaving my lil' sweetie at home.. :(

Can't sleep! Whenever I close my eyes I kept imagining myself being in an interview session at nestle Ni semua gara-gara SBPA which was announced few days ago I haven't read the details yet but my head keeps lingering on the thoughts about the exit policy for civil servants What's with nestle? Well because I was sooooo close to getting a job at nestle before Should I update my resume?? Urghh!!

I made hubby promised me that he'll bring Hannan and I for weekly outings and weekly outings means going to shopping malls just to have breakfast or do some window shopping together all three of us but here, i wanna apologise to dear hubby for dragging you and Hannan this afternoon I should have known that that is not a good time to spend with Hannan Moreover since I'm the kind who really takes my time looking at things and sometimes end up not buying at one day but decide to buy it the next day it's just that since going back to the office is only a week away i felt that i need some motivation which includes among other things , shopping sorry ya dear hubby? i suppose i can do those things alone next time but thank you anyway for a wonderful today *hugs* and to hannan - ummi just love you much for being such a cutie, understanding, well-behaved little girl.. ^-^

Remember when i said that I didn't get my confinement massage? My body was all aching due to 35 weeks of extra kilos plus 38 days of blood loss so dearest hubby who is all-sympathy suggested to find nearby spa for total relaxation and so i was surfing my fb and saw one of my friends mentioned this place i immediately made a call and made reservation after hearing through the phone that the 60-minute massage rate was only RM60! "waaa..that's so cheap for a resort spa!" my heart yelled or so i thought googled image googled image: the pool googled image:  towards the end of the corridor is where the locker room /bathrooms /jacuzzi /sauna located. on the right side are the massage treatment rooms locker room. they provide bath robe, sarong, towel, slipper in each locker the changing area the sauna and steam room? googled image: inside the sauna googled image: the massage room apparently, i misheard the rate (what to d...

veryyy late entry. but the food remains superb! a must try! since it is late entry, I've totally forgotten the name of the menu -__- hey, i had recently given birth okay?there are so many other things that i need to remember. check out for more details at their facebook page.

Saya berazam untuk mendidik anak saya menjadi seorang yg bersopan santun dan berbudi bahasa. Teringat masa kecik2 dulu mama akan marah kami adik beradik sebut perkataan "tipu" sekalipun. Bila dah besar ni vocab bertambah huhu Ya Allah,tlg jauhkan kami drpd menuturkan kata-kata tidak elok spt "bengong","kurang asam","giler","bodoh" dan sebagainya. Dan jauhkan kami dan zuriat kami daripada org2 yg menuturkannya..