i'm not perfect.

looking back at the past 9 years since i knew hubby
we had so many happy and sad moments
until now, i still cry heavily whenever i remember those
especially when i look back at all cards, e-mails, short love notes
and sad letters..
i can cry for hours
crybaby?
yeah..i guess woman are just that way
(or am i the only one?)

i'm not perfect
cos' i can't be happy at all times
i can't fly if i were in peter pan's never land
because i don't always have happy thoughts

i cannot simply erase all those memories
i need them so that i can make sure that we always look back and remember and learn and regret
all those things that have been keeping us away