two! three!

my period cycle is normally 28days
whenever it exceeds up to 32 I would definitely buy home-pregnancy test
this happened like in 7-10 cycles
of course, everytime it only showed 1line and I get frustrated
and cried at hubby's shoulders

we started went all out trying for baby in our 2nd year
I think we've tried quite many things and been to many places
HUKM specialist- done
Biodex- 2 cycle - done
traditional herbal drinks + massage - 2 places actually - done
traditional healer - in Beranang - done
IUI at LPPKN - done (this was early last year)
the whole process for IUI really was an experience since you have to go for a lot of stages and lots of medications and not to mention - self injection at home. it was painful that i will always cry whenever hubby did it for me :(

well, i think we went more than these places, but i can only remember those..

anyway, hubby and I actually made a resolution end of last year that we don't wanna think about having kids anymore.
not that we don't want or totally give up, but we believe that Allah has better plans for us, Allah knows best
berbaik sangka pada Allah
Only He knows why or when

i also decided last 2 months that I should get supplements
i was at Watsons when I saw this rack full of so many different brands of supplements and decided on
Blackmores Multivitamins and Minerals
the moment i held the bottle i sort of niat dalam hati
"maybe all this while it got something to do with my unhealthy diet style
who knows with this it might increase my chances"
and i've been taking it with hubby ever since without fail

we even planned to have an oversea trip this year
we (it was actually me) were so busy surveying for 2011 travel packages
and already had plans where to go this year
despite being so busy and occupied with our work
especially hubby who needs to go site visit almost every 2 weeks

but last week it was due 5 days..and i was eating a lot than usual
so i decided to buy anyway, it's better to know early right?
and...

We'll be celebrating our 5th anniversary this coming March ^-^