There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

why can't we use certain words only for special someone? can't people have more respect for marriage?

okay. the nausea is getting mengader-ngader now i can't smell cooking, nescafe (used to be my fav!) and floor cleaners so thankful that hubby is really helping a lot yesterday he cooked ayam masak halia and even grilled some prawns while i was getting myself a nap in front of the tv hehe this morning he cleaned and brushed and mopped the kitchen he even cleaned all the kitchen drawers and washed all the plastic spoons and tupperwares inside (cos the kitchen got so many lipas!) aww..thank you so much hubby...!! xoxo

everything tastes tawar or tak kena but lucky that up to this point, i'm just experiencing mild nausea alhamdulillah yesterday we went to lppkn since we had our medical history there, we thought that seeing our doctor is the best thing to do yelah, untung-untung boleh scan! i have to say this: i really respect lppkn staff and doctors they are not the typical doctors and nurses you see in most govt clinics/hospitals and i think even some private clinics are not at the same par you see lppkn staff are really attentive really show they care when my UPT was out, most of them that i see were like "tahniah!" "good for you!" it actually made me embarassed! but i really respect them these are the kind of govt civil servants that we want they set the best example, the standard is really high anyways, the minute we went in to the doctor's room, doc immediately said "tahniah...akhirnya dapat jgk sendiri yek?Allah uji selama ni..Dia bagi meman...

yesterday had brown spotting panicked, really scared so we decided to go to the clinic cos i remember reading in babycentre.com that you should not ignore this kind of symptoms cos it could indicate many things but doc said it was normal she said "trauma" something..i can't remember and gave me duphaston until this morning, no spotting yet really hope it stops anyway both of us have told our families about the pregnancy my mum was especially so happy and keep nagging to me not to do this, not to do that, not to eat this and that and when she heard that i had spotting, she was like "tulah along, mama dah cakap jgn turun naik tangga!" haiyaa..

my period cycle is normally 28days whenever it exceeds up to 32 I would definitely buy home-pregnancy test this happened like in 7-10 cycles of course, everytime it only showed 1line and I get frustrated and cried at hubby's shoulders we started went all out trying for baby in our 2nd year I think we've tried quite many things and been to many places HUKM specialist- done Biodex- 2 cycle - done traditional herbal drinks + massage - 2 places actually - done traditional healer - in Beranang - done IUI at LPPKN - done (this was early last year) the whole process for IUI really was an experience since you have to go for a lot of stages and lots of medications and not to mention - self injection at home. it was painful that i will always cry whenever hubby did it for me :( well, i think we went more than these places, but i can only remember those.. anyway, hubby and I actually made a resolution end of last year that we don't wanna think about having kids anymor...

can't wait to write about this new thing!!! have to wait for that particular meeting to end and some other urgent things to do tomorrow.. thereafter I'm free to write! really can't wait!!

make sure you start your multivitamin supplement every day start decaffe every end of month or when your period is due, get busy with shopping your personal items (not groceries, but preferably handbags, shoes, etc) occupy yourself with work enjoy your own cooking still counting days..

what a weekend! i enjoyed the long hols tremendously because hubby brought me shopping hehe it was also wonderful because i managed to enjoy my own cooking yelah, boring makan luar and I'm currently doing some revamps to my closet, so i might let go some stuffs here at cheap price well, not that many, only my handbag and shoes and sandals. I'll upload the pics later  =)

This sermon was delivered on the Ninth day of Dhul-Hijjah, 10 A.H. ( 623AD) in the Uranah valley of Mount Arafat in Mecca. It was the occasion of annual rites of Haj. It is also known as the Farewell Pilgrimage. After praising and thanking Allah the Prophet (p.b.u.h.) began with the words: "O People! Lend me an attentive ear, for I know not whether after this year I shall ever be amongst you again. Therefore, listen carefully to what I am saying and take these words to those who could not be present here today." "O People! just as you regard this month, this day ,this city as sacred ,so regard the life and property of every Muslim a sacred trust. Return the goods entrusted to you to their rightful owners. Hurt no one so that no one may hurt you. Remember that you will indeed meet your Lord, and that he will indeed reckon your deeds." "Allah has forbidden you to take usury, therefore all interest obligation shall henceforth be waived. Your capital is you...

To all women out there: 1. Don't ever tell your personal problems about your husband or your in-laws to someone else's husband.  2. Don't say things like "i wish i can conceive your child" to someone else's husband 3. Don't call someone else's husband "abang" unless you are his blood sister 4. Don't ask someone else's husband to fetch you from your meeting for whatever reason 5. Don't regard someone else's husband as your best buddy 6. Don't think that someone else's husband understands you better than your own. They don't. Please do care about a wife's feelings no matter how you were raised or what your religous view is.

haahh... just came back from our 4-day south trip. was longing to write so much things because of so much things happened in the past few days.. but i guess i'll start with this one first. you know, no matter how much you like or love daughter/son in-laws, PLEASE, PLEASE don't do the followings: 1- don't give them surprise visits when they least expect it. there are days that your children want to be all lazy  and just cuddle in the bed..they are not in the mood to dress nicely or kemas the house (especially the kitchen) 2-don't check out their refrigerator to see what's there for cooking, unless they requested you to. because kitchen is actually a private place and it's about their personal touch 3-don't decorate their home. it is very unlikely that you'll have the same taste as your son or daughter in-law. let them decorate their own space. don't say things like "sofa tu letak la kat sini" or "i think that table is better...