There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

Woke up to pain in lower belly at 12.50am. changed positions, walked around, drank water trying to ease the pain. Lasted around 10-15 mins Introducing baby M, already 1.9kg at 31 weeks

I'm definitely overweight Couldn't find pants or skirts that look nice on me anymore Breakouts on the face Flabby, flabby arms Big round belly Fat fat thighs And I'm only 19 weeks pregnant (cry cry cry)

Throwback.. One fine Saturday morning.. Suphie: "Mom, where are we going?" Me:        "To mamak restaurant sayang" Suphie:  "Mamak restaurant? That's so cheap!!!" *faint

The other day we were telling Hannan that we are going to visit my uncle who is very sick in Muar: Hannan : why is tok ngah sick? Daddy : because he's very old Hannan : (thinking) are you old daddy? Daddy : Very old! (Laughing while ummi already saw where this is going) Hannan: (long silence) are you going to die? Daddy: (silence) what do you think? Ummi: why sayang? Hannan: but i miss daddy (started crying and hugging me).. what if i don't have family..? Ummi cried too... I told her to pray to Allah for Daddy's health and everything that she wish for so that Daddy can always be there for her..and she did.. and Daddy kissed her and asked her to smile and laugh and she smiled..forgetting the sad emotion that she had.. She's only 4 and she started worrying about us dying.. *tears Oh Hannan.. how can i explain to you that everyone dies..that it doesn't depend on what age you are.. it just happens when you least expect it and it can happen to...

I found a new way of healing That is When I feel hurt, I tell myself that I expected too much.

Managed to wean off suphie for more than a week already with help from daddy (note: at 1 yr 10 mnth old) It started when i was really sick and needed bedrest last 2-3 weeks ago She was having difficulty at first crying here and there on the bed and whenever she woke up at night but Alhamdulillah we are over that phase Now whenever she drinks from her bottle she will say "ummi, i don't want to drink milk from you anymore" She's so talkative and full of expression and vocal about her feelings. Admitting things like "I'm cranky" or "I'm sad" or "i like hannan" She likes to repeat what other people say too especially things that her sister says Always want to be seen as independent - would want to feed or sing herself "I wanna feed by byself (myself)" "I wanna sing by byself" Quick to help other people And best thing is she eats fruits (yess) thanks to daddy

spend few minutes for this. it's worth it :)