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Much needed break

When you are feeling upside down and the whole world, including your mind and body are all against you.. Take a break Talk about it Cry And get some hugs

Just

I always remind myself Earn respect, not fear Treat others the same way you want them to treat you And don't take other people's kindness for granted But most of the time i forget about it Sometimes i show my disagreement in silence.sometimes i just say it out loud. Depends. My weaknes - i expect people to see some issues from my point of view. From where i stand. My body was in some sort of auto mode for the last few weeks that i started to wonder everytime i wake up in the morning "Why am I waking up today?" Because of work? To cook? to pray? I started questioning myself. And was feeling so  empty inside. Is this all worth it? Is this how my life should be? It thought my life was losing its balance I had no one to talk about it because i simply i didn't have the time. I just need tlc tlc tlc more and more each day

I thought..

Ms Hannan is so talkative nowadays and lots of questions and funny remarks come out from her like: "Can Allah hear me?" "Where is hannan ?" (while watching ummi daddy wedding video) "Daddy, wiping the table will make it slippery for the fly" "Is uncle Shef a chef?can he cook?" "I thought we are going to play area?" when we tell her that we are going somewhere But her current favorite sentence puts a hole in my heart: "I thought i think so" Oh my god forgive me for saying this sayang but it really annoys me as it doesn't make any sense and for the fact that i can't explain to you how illogical the sentence is Been trying to feed her with other form of sentence but i think she secretly knows that it annoys me that much that she purposely say it over and over again -___-

Happiness is..

H: Nk mkn apa malam ni? W: Nasik!! H: Ish nasik..nasik..nanti ckp gemuk marah pulak!! :) Oh..btw..it is almost 3 weeks now that we moved into our new house and we are sooo much in love with it and i enjoy having my own me time doing laundry while the kids and daddy slewping in the weekends..and although much interior works are still in progress (or rather not progressing as we anticipated) we hope with much patience it will turn out to be like what we have in our minds... Spreading so much love from the laundry area 😂

rainbow and flowers

Hello mid march 2015 I've told mr.husband that it's going to be a heavy 1st quarter of 2015. Indeed it is. Piles of files on my desks. When we thought it's ending suddenly so many other things came up. As crazy as it sounds, I never complain about my workload. I never see them as burden. It's the responsibility and the trust that actually weigh me down.  All i need is just some understanding from people who have interest on those piling files that I'm just a human.A break from work is very limited. I spend less time with family. And sometimes in fulfilling my role in the house I also need to constantly remind my family that I'm just a normal person. That sometimes i need some break too. It's very hard carrying so much expectations. That you must be have flawless skin, slim and fit body, stay pretty all the time being a mum of 2 who are now in their active phases while at the same time manage the house, breastfeed, play with kids, show your love to ...

First Tooth!!

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Finally!her first tooth came out!!

Getting 6 on 6

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