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Fragile

Unsecured. Low self esteem. Struggling. Drowning. Exhausted. Lowest point.

11.9.2014

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Happy 3rd bday dear Hannan.. and Happy 9 month old Suphie Ummi love both of you very very much our visit to the orphanage shelter yesterday just made me realised that I had more to do in raising both of you. May Allah swt always protect you and guide you

Makan-makan: Fiqs Gastronomy SS19, Subang Jaya

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Ambience: 9/10.  love the interior. Surau is also provided for convenience so extra marks there Service: 9/10. Fast and efficient Taste: 8/10. I like the variety and originality of the menu. Especially the dessert Price: 7/10. Babychairs provided. No kids meal. But gonna come again for more dessert

Makan-makan: Kayu Manis, Cyberjaya

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This is the latest restaurant opened at the same row as KFC/Nandos/Paparich Cyberjaya Service: 7/10 Ambience: 6/10 Price: 5/10 or translated as "I think it is overpriced" Taste: 6/10 - Fair. Nothing that I ordered gave me the "ooh i should come here again" If you are thinking of having large crowd of family dinner better head to Horizon Garden Bangi as their price is more value for money and the taste is even better. But currently it is the only place in Cyberjaya featuring crab dishes so have a try

i hate muffin

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source: google get it?

of being mommy

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source:google source: google source:google I think something is wrong with me. I can't wake up early as I used to. I wanna be that perfect mom who cook breakfast for her husband and kids, do the laundry, clean up the house before going off to work. I wanna bake. I wanna go to spa. I want to exercise. those are the things I wanna do for the past 17 months. yet to accomplish. I wanna look pretty all times while picking up the garbage, throwing and cleaning dirty diapers or washing the dishes and sweeping the floor I guess I'll just..hmm..*yawn

the art of negotiation

scenario 1: shower time "hannan..let's take shower.." "Hannan want to shower with daddy...!!" "Come sayang..just a quick shower.." "NOOOOOO!!!!!..." and started crying while ummi picks her from daddy's lap scenario 2: monday morning after shower.. "ummi..hannan don't want to wear this" "why?this dress is nice..like princess.." "no..I don't like it..I want to wear t-shirt..please...." -___- daddy always give in while I always appear as the bad cop not going into her direction. sorry sayang.. I hope that when you are reading this..it's not that I don't love you..it's just a matter of discipline..I will explain more when the time comes ya?