of being mommy

source:google

source: google

source:google

I think something is wrong with me.
I can't wake up early as I used to.
I wanna be that perfect mom who cook breakfast for her husband and kids, do the laundry, clean up the house before going off to work.
I wanna bake.
I wanna go to spa. I want to exercise. those are the things I wanna do for the past 17 months. yet to accomplish.
I wanna look pretty all times while picking up the garbage, throwing and cleaning dirty diapers or washing the dishes and sweeping the floor

I guess I'll just..hmm..*yawn