There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

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source:google source: google source:google I think something is wrong with me. I can't wake up early as I used to. I wanna be that perfect mom who cook breakfast for her husband and kids, do the laundry, clean up the house before going off to work. I wanna bake. I wanna go to spa. I want to exercise. those are the things I wanna do for the past 17 months. yet to accomplish. I wanna look pretty all times while picking up the garbage, throwing and cleaning dirty diapers or washing the dishes and sweeping the floor I guess I'll just..hmm..*yawn

scenario 1: shower time "hannan..let's take shower.." "Hannan want to shower with daddy...!!" "Come sayang..just a quick shower.." "NOOOOOO!!!!!..." and started crying while ummi picks her from daddy's lap scenario 2: monday morning after shower.. "ummi..hannan don't want to wear this" "why?this dress is nice..like princess.." "no..I don't like it..I want to wear t-shirt..please...." -___- daddy always give in while I always appear as the bad cop not going into her direction. sorry sayang.. I hope that when you are reading this..it's not that I don't love you..it's just a matter of discipline..I will explain more when the time comes ya?

aaaaahhhhhh...pap..parapp.. (intro for Raya song) Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir Batin to friends, family and fellow readers It has been a month..and I miss you blog! so much to talk about.so much to tell. but at this point of time, I forgot most of it. On Raya: I was down with fever/bad cough/flu/migrain from raya eve to 3rd raya. (oh this year at JB) So I spent most of the time in the car, sleeping, crying, tak larat. Not fun Even looked horrifying in our family raya picture. so no raya pic here. But lucky people don't forget to give my kids duit raya heheh..thnk you..thnk you On kids: Hannan - lots of questions from her at this stage "why Ummi? Because..?" then cebik2 her face H: what is Allah doing..? U: Allah is watching us sayang.. H: watching Hannan in the tv? U: urmm..maybe! but the funniest one came out from her yesterday: H: can we go to hotel Ummi?Hannan wanna go to hotel.. U: Can..but you have to pay if you wanna say at t...

the other day.. "Hannan..can you sleep at the baby cot with Suphie?" "no..Hannan want sleep with Daddy.." "Hannan sleep with Suphie la ok? Daddy sleep with Ummi" "No daddy please....Hannan loveeeee Daddy..." *daddy mode cair Looks like Ummi is the one who's going to sleep in the baby cot later -__-

Suphie started crawling 2 days ago! It started with lie-on-tummy position to crawling backward and then sitting. And then last friday she suddenly grabbed the carpet and pulled it in order to move forward! Yeay! And then no more help from the carpet as she discovered the secrets to crawling forward. Pretty fast and strong legs coordination. You make us all happy. And kakak Hannan was always cheering for you

The big sister has becoming more and more verbal nowadays. She can ask the same questions again and again. Again and again. Kids have LOADS of energy. We adults are no match when something is not in her favor she will question you "why not?" "Ermm...I'm just..." when being asked what she's doing "Thank you Allah!" and then she immediately answers "welcome!" in a deep voice. Haih. "can follow Ummi's office?" With sad face whenever she feels bored Extremely manja with the daddy. Every night she wakes up from sleep shouting/looking for the daddy if she discovers the daddy is not by her side. It's world cup season dear Loves her lil sister.  Only certain toys separates them away.for a minute. Sometimes she declares possession on her toys whenever Suphie tries to grab them. But most of the time they enjoy playing and screaming together.