There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

why can't we use certain words only for special someone? can't people have more respect for marriage?

okay. the nausea is getting mengader-ngader now i can't smell cooking, nescafe (used to be my fav!) and floor cleaners so thankful that hubby is really helping a lot yesterday he cooked ayam masak halia and even grilled some prawns while i was getting myself a nap in front of the tv hehe this morning he cleaned and brushed and mopped the kitchen he even cleaned all the kitchen drawers and washed all the plastic spoons and tupperwares inside (cos the kitchen got so many lipas!) aww..thank you so much hubby...!! xoxo

everything tastes tawar or tak kena but lucky that up to this point, i'm just experiencing mild nausea alhamdulillah yesterday we went to lppkn since we had our medical history there, we thought that seeing our doctor is the best thing to do yelah, untung-untung boleh scan! i have to say this: i really respect lppkn staff and doctors they are not the typical doctors and nurses you see in most govt clinics/hospitals and i think even some private clinics are not at the same par you see lppkn staff are really attentive really show they care when my UPT was out, most of them that i see were like "tahniah!" "good for you!" it actually made me embarassed! but i really respect them these are the kind of govt civil servants that we want they set the best example, the standard is really high anyways, the minute we went in to the doctor's room, doc immediately said "tahniah...akhirnya dapat jgk sendiri yek?Allah uji selama ni..Dia bagi meman...

yesterday had brown spotting panicked, really scared so we decided to go to the clinic cos i remember reading in babycentre.com that you should not ignore this kind of symptoms cos it could indicate many things but doc said it was normal she said "trauma" something..i can't remember and gave me duphaston until this morning, no spotting yet really hope it stops anyway both of us have told our families about the pregnancy my mum was especially so happy and keep nagging to me not to do this, not to do that, not to eat this and that and when she heard that i had spotting, she was like "tulah along, mama dah cakap jgn turun naik tangga!" haiyaa..

my period cycle is normally 28days whenever it exceeds up to 32 I would definitely buy home-pregnancy test this happened like in 7-10 cycles of course, everytime it only showed 1line and I get frustrated and cried at hubby's shoulders we started went all out trying for baby in our 2nd year I think we've tried quite many things and been to many places HUKM specialist- done Biodex- 2 cycle - done traditional herbal drinks + massage - 2 places actually - done traditional healer - in Beranang - done IUI at LPPKN - done (this was early last year) the whole process for IUI really was an experience since you have to go for a lot of stages and lots of medications and not to mention - self injection at home. it was painful that i will always cry whenever hubby did it for me :( well, i think we went more than these places, but i can only remember those.. anyway, hubby and I actually made a resolution end of last year that we don't wanna think about having kids anymor...

can't wait to write about this new thing!!! have to wait for that particular meeting to end and some other urgent things to do tomorrow.. thereafter I'm free to write! really can't wait!!

make sure you start your multivitamin supplement every day start decaffe every end of month or when your period is due, get busy with shopping your personal items (not groceries, but preferably handbags, shoes, etc) occupy yourself with work enjoy your own cooking still counting days..