There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

Hannan's favorite word now is "cut nails", "eyebrow", "forehead", "good girl". Also love Doc Mcstuffin "take a nap" song and Princess Sofia's "finding clover" song.  At the same time, I couldn't understand why she loves kinder surprise egg video so much. She also watches toy review videos such as fisher price/kidraft kitchen set and play doh. Sometimes she's a crybaby. So "banja" (the way she says "manja" sometimes). Maybe it's because of my pregnancy? Nowadays she cries in her sleep . Before she would only utter words like ummi, daddy, atok, achumm in her sleep. But now it's the mengigau crying part that worries us. So now we have to make sure that we don't expose or bring her to unnecessary place at unnecessary times. And try to limit her to tv commercials esp this Halloween month. Kids are vulnerable right?

1. sometimes I wonder why some people have financial problems although they have steady income. 2. having a child teaches you a lot about patience and empathy. 3. people can hurt you with same topic so many times. you can choose to hurt them back or throw the same thing at them but if you put a deeper thought, it's better to just let go. 4. every girl's dream is to have someone who truly loves her and stay true to her only. my mother's a second wife. my granma's a first wife. I pray that I won't have the same fate. no cheating.no scandals. throw any other problems on top of a woman's shoulder, she'll remain strong. but once she's being betrayed, to her, it's the end of the world. 5. sometimes you feel alone in doing what you think is right.

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Crocs. Should I've known you earlier, I would have bought tons of you. Sincerely, me. Oh. Thnk you hubs for the idea. And the financing part :*

It was hubby's idea to hv babymoon before baby z pop out So here I am sitting by the poolside watching lil princess and daddy having fun. Wish I can be in the pool too. But I think seeing a 33 weeks pregnant lady in a swimming suit would scare other kids Hmm.who's enjoying this babymoon again? Haha. Anyway thnk u hubby.

the 3 weeks of running back and forth to pcmc was finally over both ummi and lil princess are now doing much better  and seeing Dr. Seri and Dr. Fauzi yesterday proved that everything's back on track, alhamdulillah baby z is also doing fine and her growth and weight is back to the average graph (I did mention that her weight was above the graph last time right?) oh yes, her head is down this time :) and I've been itching to write this since yesterday, that having to see my dearest Dr Seri gave me some sort of assurance all our questions and doubts were answered happily and sincerely maybe she naturally has that in her. Allah's great gift to a sincere wonderful gynae like her I feel more relaxed  and since yesterday, I believe I should naturally just wait for baby z to come out  in her own sweet time. in her own terms as Dr Seri pointed out yesterday, inducing should not be an option because of my previous scar God works in magical wondrous way...

So for "celebrating" my discharge last Sunday and because I had enough hospital food, hubs brought me to Picknik at Publika. Also because I've been mentioning the place for weeks already First impression: Nice interior, friendly and fast service, wide variety of beverages and menu selection from western to local cuisine. And plus points for kids and desserts menu But hubs and I had different verdict on the burger the he ordered He said the beef patty was a tad dry and there's nothing special about it to shout about On top of that, he was annoyed to the fact that he had to order extra cheese at additional price when the burger already cost him RM30 But I liked it very much. Sauteed mushroom and melted cheese on the patty that comes with nicely seasoned, homemade fries on the plate just blow my mind away ohh wait..that homemade fries was on Hannan's sausage plate! the burger set came with wedges. sorry! Compared to the burger, I think the prawn olio...

Was ready to go back home today but after further analysis, Dr Fauzi said it's not possible. I'm now getting the asthma symptoms. Tightness on chest.shortness of breath.dizziness. Walking for more than 3 minutes is not a simple task right now Shortness of breath is actually normal in pregnancy, but Dr Fauzi said that my lungs are still inflammed and the airways are tight. Some ppl get this after the lung infections are gone. So here I am.Day 4 in the hosp. But hey, there's a reason for everything. Thnk u Allah. May this make me closer to You.

Can't wait to see u in few weeks time syg! Much love from ummi, daddy and sis Hannan xoxo

So I've been coughing for 3 weeks and having fever, flu, dizziness in between The 1st week:cough was very bad that it woke me (and hubby) up several times.i just couldn't sleep It came with nausea and belly cramps that I  thought I was in premature labor.of course I was panic and put hubs in panic mode as well. I was at 29 weeks Apart from that I didn't expect anything else because I thought that they are ordinary coughs that I used to have since school days I remember my  standard 3 math teacher, Mrs Tan, upon hearing my cough from the back of the classroom, said in her high pitch: "Siti, kenapa kamu batuk kung kung mcm anjing?" -_- Anyway,during my antenatal appointment with Dr Seri few days later Dr Seri suggested to me that they are not ordinary coughs. She set my appointment with Dr Fauzi from the respiratory clinic right away And from Dr Fauzi I heard the word bronchitis. He prescribed antibiotic and phensedyl and some lozenges 7 days ...

Delayed entry We saw this place from JJCM and seeing the way Qi the host ate the mee goreng mamak, I demanded hubs to drive us there (Thnk u hubs!) This place is owned by actor Riezman Khuzaimi (hope I get the name right) together with his actress wife (I think the name's Khatijah) We were surprised to find that the actor, actress and their eldest daughter themselves took the order and served us. They even mingled with customers and asked whether the food is okay. Such a humble family I don't quite fancy the chicken rice. Chicken chop was okay. Mee goreng mamak was a bit of twist with addition of ikan bilis Hubby packed nasi ambeng and some cupcakes and said they were good Variety of menu. Good portion too Nice ambience n great service

4 hosp visits in 2 weeks It was tough. Tears fall almost everyday. But alhamdulillah as at today her fever subsided and she's gaining back her appetite. All that's worrying is her bad cough.especially at night. but doc confirmed that her lungs are clear so that's a really really good news for us And God just gave hubby extra strength during this difficult period taking care of both of us although he himself also caught with flu and cough Thnk u daddy.. We love you and appreciate everything you did..

dear baby z you are already 30 weeks inside me I hope you are doing just fine and enjoying ummi's womb but not too long ya we just can't wait to see you and have you in our arms since the last 2 weeks I think I've been losing mood for work I've been thinking about you and sister Hannan all the time When are we going to see you How will sister Hannan react first time she's going to see you Whether we have prepared enough for you We are already counting days During our last antenatal appointment, Dr Seri told us that you are breech and your weight is already beyond average of course I noticed that, because I can no longer fit into my maternity skirts and pants although i don't think I eat much for the past 2 weeks I'm still steadily gaining weight.sigh sorry if it's my fault Anyway baby z, my wish is to deliver you normally. really wanna get that experience but everything is within His will. He knows what will be the best for us hope ...

dear hannan I'm sorry I've done wrong I was so focusing on your crankiness during this tough period that i totally forget what a wonderful child you have been all this while I'm sorry that I forget how you usually are I'm sorry for not having enough patience I'm sorry that most of the time I forget what you really need what you really intend to tell us for instance, you cry just because you are hungry or because you are just sleepy or because you are feeling sick I'm sorry sayang It has been too long that I totally forget about how you usually are get well soon sayang

i just realised that lil princess fell sick twice last month and both prolonged for about 1 week the difference is this time, it affected her sleep as well. and made her cry for hours and today is day 10 since she got the nasty virus doc said expect her to be like this for 2 weeks since it is the "time of the year" where virus just spreads easily we don't have the choice but to be patient as much as we could and observe her development cos sometimes i do feel like admitting her to hosp, hoping she would completely recover the next day but thinking about drips and the pain of needles that she had to go through, i just couldn't since the last 3 days, she still gets high temperature and excessive coughs at night but she wakes up less because of it unlike earlier when she would cry every hour and just couldn't lie flat on her bed because of the nasal congestion, forcing us hubby to carry her through out the night she still kinda cranky here and there, but a...