baby Z

yes
I decided to call you baby Z for now just because it sounds cute
don't worry sayang
we already have in mind some names but we'll make it a secret first okay?

so we saw u the first time on 20th May
because our appointment with Dr Seri is still weeks to go we decided to have our first antenatal check up (well actually i just wanted to see you baby Z) with Dr Hj Abdul Onny
Reason why we went there?
err..he was the only available doctor at that time
(yes I was so eager to see you so I just agreed when the operator fixed our appointment with him)

and we saw you again on the 6th June
Doc said you are growing just fine
and because of your size my EDD is now earlier at 7th Dec
ohh.no.. I'm not worry at all about earlier EDD
you can come out as early as one month before if you like
as long you are well and healthy

and Baby Z
Ummi want to also apologise if I didn't talk much with you..pls forgive me
it's all because of the age i guess..the older I get, the harder it is to cope with all the pregnancy side effects..
I can't even play much with your big sister Hannan..even less conversation with daddy..
I just lie down on the bed or sofa all day..feeling exhausted and out of breath..plus the nausea and whatnot..
forgive me sayang..
I hope you are doing much better inside there..