This is how it feels like.

2 weeks

So this is how it feels being a mother
I still remember the day we brought Hannan home for the first time
I was so worried,my heart was beating fast all the way back

Can I do this?

Can I be a good mom?

So many questions wondering in my mind at that time

Because both hubby and I were pampered when we were at the hosp
We only came to see Hannan during feeding time
While other things like changing the nappies,bath yadayadayada were taken care by the nurses

But Hannan makes it all easy for me

As if she totally understand my anxiety

And I also noticed that I'm more composed and relax

I don't get panic when she cries or when she pooped or when she needs to bathe
(When I thought I would)

It's like a two-way communication;we both understand each other

The only time that I got panic was when she fell sick

And when some people say that parenthood is about having sleepless nights
I don't view it that way at all
Or rather,Hannan changes that perception

Well fine,you do feel tired when you need to bf your child every 2-3 hours interval plus the fact that she may cling to your breast for 1 hour

But Hannan and I sort of agreed that she feeds more during the day to give her longer rest at night

Plus, Hannan totally understand when sometimes she allowed me to sleep along while bf her ;)
On condition that Hubby's awake at that time)
But it's always a joy to see her

Guess that's Allah gift to mothers

Subhanallah..thank you Allah..

Since our days in the hosp we have received so many visitors and well- wishers

We totally appreciate everyone

It's just that, I think people should avoid saying negative things related to petua org2 tua like "ko kena buat mcm ni kalau tak esok anak ko jadi mcm ni"

Or things like "Buruknya anak ko tidur"
As mother, hearing that hurts

Jgn ckp benda tak elok kt baby
Setiap kata kan doa?
Jgn sampai menyebabkan penyakit 'ain
yang berpunca dari sekecil2 niat jahat or hasad dengki dalam hati manusia yg memandang bayi
So just imagine ppl who directly says bad things
Imagine how will it affect the baby?

Pls stop it
Stop saying negative things
If you happen to visit a baby,recite dua for him/her and wish the mother speedy recovery
And refrain yourself from saying anything negative
That would be more than enough