Hannan, Satu Kelahiran, Seribu Limpahan
Thank you dear hubby for this note at our FB..
Dear Hannan,
At last, we met. How do I feel? It was like...love at first sight. It was like...the first time i met your mother. Nervous,
overwhelmed with emotions...all in all...feel like I’m in love again.
The big question is...HOW DO YOU FEEL?
Dear Hannan,
As i’m writing this piece, you are already 1 week and 4 days old.
I can still remember, the day i wrote you this > (Menantikan Hannanku). That was like 24 weeks ago. I don’t have any idea that the feeling is going to be like this. I’m missing you at work, i cant stop staring at your photo on the phone and i cant even stop watching the video where we had our first ‘conversation’ on the 12th September 2011. Hannan, being a premature baby of 35 weeker, you impressed me each and every single day since you were born. Daddy harap Hannan masih ingat suara daddy yang sering berbicara dengan Hannan sewaktu Hannan didalam kandungan ummi.
Dear Hannan,
Dalam setiap saat kesukaran kami dalam bertawakkal dan berusaha bagi menanti kehadiranmu, banyak yang telah kami lalui. Dan setelah melihat wajahmu anakku, semua itu cukup bermakna dan berbaloi untuk kami lalui. Tiada apa lagi yang kami mahukan dengan kehadiranmu sayang. Sempurna. Mungkin itu yang paling kurang boleh daddy katakan. Hannan cukup sempurna. Senyummu, tangismu, tawamu atau pada saat Hannan tidur diam membisu....daddy terasa amat sayu dengan adanya kamu.
Your ummi is a hero
Dear Hannan,
Your ummi’s name is Siti Nadzirah binti Ibrahim. As I told you in my earlier piece, she was an iron lady during pregnancy. Guess what sayang? She still is the iron lady that I knew. She was so relax before she went into labour. Playing with her phone, chit chatting with me like we’re waiting for our flight to Melbourne in a Golden Lounge at KLIA and even asked me to snap few photos of her in the waiting room.
Throughout this journey of having you in this world, during all the procedures, berurut, etc. that we have to go through, you mother is actually my towering strength. She was the one who took all the injections of the
fertility drugs. Your ummi yang kena lipat-lipat time berurut because they claimed that her body ‘masuk angin’ or her ‘rahim jatuh’ (normal feedbacks I received from all these so called kampung ‘specialists’ – i got irritated by
all these lame hypotheses after some time)
Ummi jugak yang kena cucuk untuk ambil darah almost every time we went for our IUI procedures and pre-natal check ups (There was one time, nurse tak dapat ambik darah daddy sebab i was too scared and darah taknak keluar)
So, all in all, your mother is a gift...like you. Of course, there are things that we may disagree but eventually we manage to find harmony. She is more than a wife. She’s my best of friends. I guess i’m lucky she chose me and you’re also lucky to have a mom like your ummi.
What’s with the number 1?
Dear Hannan,
You were born on the 11th September 2011 at 11:21 am.
Ummi and daddy’s wedding anniversary is on the 11th March 2006.
Your ummi’s birthday is on the 1st of May 1982.
My birthday is on the 13th April 1981.
Even your queue number for your birth certificate in Registration Department is 2011!!
My favourite player in MU’s team is Giggs (No. 11) and Schemeichel and Van Der Sar (No. 1) – takde kena mengena sangat pun.
The point is, I really hope you can always be number 1 in your life.
But, if you happen to crash and burn later, just remember sayang....you will always be the number 1 for ummi and daddy. Nobody can take that number from you.
Dear Hannan,
Mungkin jasad daddy tak selalu akan ada bersama Hannan, tapi jiwa dan raga daddy telah daddy serahkan pada Hannan.
Mungkin daddy tersilap memilih bunga untuk diselit di telinga Hannan, tapi sayang percayalah, Hannan....lebih indah daripada bunga itu
Mungkin daddy satu hari nanti terlupa untuk membeli famous amos yang Hannan suka, tapi percayalah sayang, daddy bawa pulang yang lebih berharga – kasih sayang daddy buatmu
Dear Hannan,
Sebelumnya, hanya ada Hubby and Honey di rumah. This week sudah ada Hubby, Honey, Daddy, Ummi dan of course...Hannan. Bayangkanlah the multiplying effect yang Hannan berikan kepada kami semua. Bukan itu sahaja,
semua pakciks and makciks sudah bergelar Atoks and Neneks. Tidak dilupakan, Atoks and Neneks kini telah jadi moyang!
Not forgotten, we still have a moyang who lives in Singapore and she has been upgraded to Oneng-oneng!
Oh ya! You have an aunty aged 1 year old named Wawa ya? She is our cute cousin – the daughter of Cik Ajis. You’ll get to know her later k?
What i’m trying to tell you is that, literally, this is what I imagine as “Satu Kelahiran, Seribu Limpahan”
Ya Allah,
Tiupkanlah kelembutan hati ke dalam ubun Hannanku
Hembuskanlah seri akhlak pekerti ke dalam hatinya
Suluhkanlah cahaya ke dalam diri Hannanku dengan satu-satunya cahaya kebenaran...cahaya keimananMu
Kurniakan Hannanku dengan kesucian wajah hasil wudhu’ yang sempurna dalam melaksanakan ibadah menyembahMu
Ya Allah,
Golongkanlah kami di kalangan ibu bapa yang beriman...bagi memimpin khalifahMu
Jadikanlah kami umat yang lebih baik....selepas daripada kelahiran ini
Berikanlah kami keberkatan berkeluarga...dalam menyahut seruanMu
Kerana Ya Allah ku yakini,
Kelahiran ini....adalah seribu limpahan rahmat...dariMu
Dear Hannan,
At last, we met. How do I feel? It was like...love at first sight. It was like...the first time i met your mother. Nervous,
overwhelmed with emotions...all in all...feel like I’m in love again.
The big question is...HOW DO YOU FEEL?
Dear Hannan,
As i’m writing this piece, you are already 1 week and 4 days old.
I can still remember, the day i wrote you this > (Menantikan Hannanku). That was like 24 weeks ago. I don’t have any idea that the feeling is going to be like this. I’m missing you at work, i cant stop staring at your photo on the phone and i cant even stop watching the video where we had our first ‘conversation’ on the 12th September 2011. Hannan, being a premature baby of 35 weeker, you impressed me each and every single day since you were born. Daddy harap Hannan masih ingat suara daddy yang sering berbicara dengan Hannan sewaktu Hannan didalam kandungan ummi.
Dear Hannan,
Dalam setiap saat kesukaran kami dalam bertawakkal dan berusaha bagi menanti kehadiranmu, banyak yang telah kami lalui. Dan setelah melihat wajahmu anakku, semua itu cukup bermakna dan berbaloi untuk kami lalui. Tiada apa lagi yang kami mahukan dengan kehadiranmu sayang. Sempurna. Mungkin itu yang paling kurang boleh daddy katakan. Hannan cukup sempurna. Senyummu, tangismu, tawamu atau pada saat Hannan tidur diam membisu....daddy terasa amat sayu dengan adanya kamu.
Your ummi is a hero
Dear Hannan,
Your ummi’s name is Siti Nadzirah binti Ibrahim. As I told you in my earlier piece, she was an iron lady during pregnancy. Guess what sayang? She still is the iron lady that I knew. She was so relax before she went into labour. Playing with her phone, chit chatting with me like we’re waiting for our flight to Melbourne in a Golden Lounge at KLIA and even asked me to snap few photos of her in the waiting room.
Throughout this journey of having you in this world, during all the procedures, berurut, etc. that we have to go through, you mother is actually my towering strength. She was the one who took all the injections of the
fertility drugs. Your ummi yang kena lipat-lipat time berurut because they claimed that her body ‘masuk angin’ or her ‘rahim jatuh’ (normal feedbacks I received from all these so called kampung ‘specialists’ – i got irritated by
all these lame hypotheses after some time)
Ummi jugak yang kena cucuk untuk ambil darah almost every time we went for our IUI procedures and pre-natal check ups (There was one time, nurse tak dapat ambik darah daddy sebab i was too scared and darah taknak keluar)
So, all in all, your mother is a gift...like you. Of course, there are things that we may disagree but eventually we manage to find harmony. She is more than a wife. She’s my best of friends. I guess i’m lucky she chose me and you’re also lucky to have a mom like your ummi.
What’s with the number 1?
Dear Hannan,
You were born on the 11th September 2011 at 11:21 am.
Ummi and daddy’s wedding anniversary is on the 11th March 2006.
Your ummi’s birthday is on the 1st of May 1982.
My birthday is on the 13th April 1981.
Even your queue number for your birth certificate in Registration Department is 2011!!
My favourite player in MU’s team is Giggs (No. 11) and Schemeichel and Van Der Sar (No. 1) – takde kena mengena sangat pun.
The point is, I really hope you can always be number 1 in your life.
But, if you happen to crash and burn later, just remember sayang....you will always be the number 1 for ummi and daddy. Nobody can take that number from you.
Dear Hannan,
Mungkin jasad daddy tak selalu akan ada bersama Hannan, tapi jiwa dan raga daddy telah daddy serahkan pada Hannan.
Mungkin daddy tersilap memilih bunga untuk diselit di telinga Hannan, tapi sayang percayalah, Hannan....lebih indah daripada bunga itu
Mungkin daddy satu hari nanti terlupa untuk membeli famous amos yang Hannan suka, tapi percayalah sayang, daddy bawa pulang yang lebih berharga – kasih sayang daddy buatmu
Dear Hannan,
Sebelumnya, hanya ada Hubby and Honey di rumah. This week sudah ada Hubby, Honey, Daddy, Ummi dan of course...Hannan. Bayangkanlah the multiplying effect yang Hannan berikan kepada kami semua. Bukan itu sahaja,
semua pakciks and makciks sudah bergelar Atoks and Neneks. Tidak dilupakan, Atoks and Neneks kini telah jadi moyang!
Not forgotten, we still have a moyang who lives in Singapore and she has been upgraded to Oneng-oneng!
Oh ya! You have an aunty aged 1 year old named Wawa ya? She is our cute cousin – the daughter of Cik Ajis. You’ll get to know her later k?
What i’m trying to tell you is that, literally, this is what I imagine as “Satu Kelahiran, Seribu Limpahan”
Ya Allah,
Tiupkanlah kelembutan hati ke dalam ubun Hannanku
Hembuskanlah seri akhlak pekerti ke dalam hatinya
Suluhkanlah cahaya ke dalam diri Hannanku dengan satu-satunya cahaya kebenaran...cahaya keimananMu
Kurniakan Hannanku dengan kesucian wajah hasil wudhu’ yang sempurna dalam melaksanakan ibadah menyembahMu
Ya Allah,
Golongkanlah kami di kalangan ibu bapa yang beriman...bagi memimpin khalifahMu
Jadikanlah kami umat yang lebih baik....selepas daripada kelahiran ini
Berikanlah kami keberkatan berkeluarga...dalam menyahut seruanMu
Kerana Ya Allah ku yakini,
Kelahiran ini....adalah seribu limpahan rahmat...dariMu
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