debt.

saya tak suka berhutang
berhutang perkara yang besar-besar seperti rumah, kereta dan sebagainya sahaja

tak suka lewat bayar hutang
tak suka dipandang sebagai orang yg lewat bayar hutang

because

i learned
i studied
i understood
and
i grew up watching my family in those kind of situations
situations which made me really berazam untuk tidak jadi seperti mereka
not that i'm saying they are wrong or made terrible mistakes
i'm truly grateful i can learn from them
and not to repeat the same thing

but
you can't force someone to understand you
and you will not be able to understand why the other person just couldn't understand how you feel..