a daddy's note.

Hubby surprised me with this note at FB.was so touched and cried reading it!huhu

Hannan,
Lama daddy n ummi tunggu Hannan. U can never imagine how excited we were the first time we realized that u 'arrived' safely in your ummi's womb. Frankly, daddy mcm x prcaya..after almost five years of waiting...there u r...my little angel...I can still remember...it was on da 9th of Feb 2011. Daddy was about to leave for Sabah to attend a very important meeting. So, before I leave, ummi n I had a lunch date in Alamanda to spend our time together b4 I go. Masa lunch tu, ummi secretly went to da pharmacy to buy a UPT. (I'll tell u later wat is UPT when I teach u ABC ok?) Knp daddy kata secret? Sbb...ummi told me that she was already a few days 'lewat' (Ni pun daddy citer nnti...tak semua bnda lewat tu x baik...lewat dtg sekolah..dtg keje..tu tak baik...tapi 'lewat' yg ni...baik) n daddy x bagi ummi test dulu bcuz previously ummi pun pernah 'lewat' n it was actually a 'false alarm'. That is y daddy x bg ummi beli that UPT thingy. We've had few breakdown moments sayang...dan 'false alarm' adalah salah satu daripadanya. For me personally, I feel devastated. I wanted to hv u so much sayang...
Back to your ummi story: ummi dgn penuh semangatnya test sndiri in her office while I was already on my way to da airport. N da result is...2 lines!!! A rare sight for her to see. Ummi called me while I was already on my taxi ride to da airport. Daddy was skeptical..."Xdela sayang...silap kot...nnti bila hubby balik, kita beli UPT yg lebih mahal ye sayang?" ...fearing another false alarm. Hannan sayang,
Throughout our 5 years of marriage, we have tried so many things juz to have u in our life. Be it traditionally, supplements, IUI (mesti Hannan confuse byk sgt akronim kan?)... But it didn't work out...Once, a friend of mine said "Allah lebih tahu". So, ummi n daddy decided that 2011 will b da year we're goin to enjoy ourselves n ummi even planned for a European vacation this year. Tapi, Allah benar2 lebih mengetahui...dalam waktu fikiran kami tenang...Dia berikan Hannan...n today, u r already almost 12 weeks old selesa diselimuti kasih sayang kami di dalam rahim ummimu sayang...During our check up this morning, I was able to c u thru da scanner...though u r only 4.8 cm...with tiny but fully formed fingers and toes...your hands started waving n your body seems like u wanna twist and turn bila Dr. Hamiza kata "bangun...bangun...". Ur so adorable baby...I was almost brought down to tears... As for ummi, her evening sickness is getting worse. How I wish the problems she's having at da moment is transferable to me. Tp, klau daddy sakit, sapa nk jaga ummi plak kn? Daddy berdoa evryday after prayer that u n ummi sihat selalu. Mmg ummi is not in her best condition at da moment..but everythng is for a good cause...n that's u sayangku Hannan...only for u...your ummi has been an iron lady especially for da past 12 weeks. It was really inspiring...ummi never stops reciting da quran, doa n lots more...kdg2 bila azan berkumandang dari henfon daddy...ummi/daddy akn tekapkan henfon di perut ummi...I want u to get use to listening to da greatest song on earth...da azan...
Hannanku sayang,
I need to b on top of my toes all da time as a supporting role to ensure all ummi/your needs are well taken care of...
So Hannan,I can't wait to c u on our next appointment which is on da 26th Apr...I'm missing u already n I'm counting days to whisper azan to your ears sayang...thank you baby for making our life more meaningful...we love you

Thank you hubby.. it means a lot..