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5 at 20th August 2015

Ummi and Hannan been having cough and sore throat for the past 5 days. Abd because of that Hannan was not allowed to eat fried food for days now. Which means, no fried chicken. But that brought to a new interesting development: she started to eat beef! For record it was 19.8.2015 at Bisque after our meeting with Qaiser Darussalam owner. Yeay for anything but chicken haha. Oh and she's being a really big sister. She would scold Suphie like: "Suphie, do you want Allah to get angry at you?" Or "Suphie, do you want to fall down? No right? Don't climb" But Suphie being Suphie.. she would just scream back yelling "Noooooo!!!" or simply just ignore her big sis. Haih. But they have their lovey dovey time too like when Hannan telling Suphie bedtime stories or simply reading books and when they can play together.phew girls. I wonder how is it like with 3 kids

'Aidilfitri 2015

Err..hello? *cricket sound* Okay okay lemme explain on the long hiatus Blame the Instagram I like it much better over there. Pictures with some caption and no newsfeed or sick ads   Anyway..we are still in Syawal so a lil bit update here It was a very simple celebration for us in Seremban and Muar this year, we didn't even get ourselves new clothes for Hari Raya (read: economic downturn.little bonus) but Hannan and Suphie enjoyed Raya so much. They enjoyed visiting relatives, meeting the young ones especially and getting angpows. They also enjoyed wishing people "Selamat Hari Raya" without fail,every time. And they love singing Hari Raya song by Ahmad Jais and Suasana Hari Raya. Oh and they started screaming to each other already. Yup, the sisters rivalry. So we still trying to convince them that talking nicely to each other gets things done even faster than the hard way. But when one is not around the other one will look for her.  On my part..I...

Much needed break

When you are feeling upside down and the whole world, including your mind and body are all against you.. Take a break Talk about it Cry And get some hugs

Just

I always remind myself Earn respect, not fear Treat others the same way you want them to treat you And don't take other people's kindness for granted But most of the time i forget about it Sometimes i show my disagreement in silence.sometimes i just say it out loud. Depends. My weaknes - i expect people to see some issues from my point of view. From where i stand. My body was in some sort of auto mode for the last few weeks that i started to wonder everytime i wake up in the morning "Why am I waking up today?" Because of work? To cook? to pray? I started questioning myself. And was feeling so  empty inside. Is this all worth it? Is this how my life should be? It thought my life was losing its balance I had no one to talk about it because i simply i didn't have the time. I just need tlc tlc tlc more and more each day

I thought..

Ms Hannan is so talkative nowadays and lots of questions and funny remarks come out from her like: "Can Allah hear me?" "Where is hannan ?" (while watching ummi daddy wedding video) "Daddy, wiping the table will make it slippery for the fly" "Is uncle Shef a chef?can he cook?" "I thought we are going to play area?" when we tell her that we are going somewhere But her current favorite sentence puts a hole in my heart: "I thought i think so" Oh my god forgive me for saying this sayang but it really annoys me as it doesn't make any sense and for the fact that i can't explain to you how illogical the sentence is Been trying to feed her with other form of sentence but i think she secretly knows that it annoys me that much that she purposely say it over and over again -___-

Happiness is..

H: Nk mkn apa malam ni? W: Nasik!! H: Ish nasik..nasik..nanti ckp gemuk marah pulak!! :) Oh..btw..it is almost 3 weeks now that we moved into our new house and we are sooo much in love with it and i enjoy having my own me time doing laundry while the kids and daddy slewping in the weekends..and although much interior works are still in progress (or rather not progressing as we anticipated) we hope with much patience it will turn out to be like what we have in our minds... Spreading so much love from the laundry area 😂