There's a reason why 2 people stay together: they give each other something nobody else can

My maternity leave is going towards the end in 2 weeks! Yikes! Time really flies and I know I'm going to miss my lil baby so much at work huhu Especially now that she doesn't want to have ebm when I'm around Or she would drink half of it and still wants direct feeding She would make this really kesian cry along with the muka kesian on her face that would surely make anybody's heart fall into pieces Hannan oh Hannan!! I love you my lil baby..

Last week was a hectic one for our young tiger heroes aye? Was so dissapointed to see their defeat to Bahrain Seems that they were not having the same fighting spirit like the one they had during their match with Indonesia in the SEA games final.. Too bad.. Nice try lads.. Anyway, I know I've listed things to do during this weekend but I haven't done any!huhu But did get my Nusantara Ice Blended when hubby brought us to The Gardens last friday (yippie!) Speaking of The Gardens, they don't have a proper baby room It's not hygiene they should have make a separate area for changing room and toilets for toddlers The Gardens is supposed to be the mall for the higher end fraction of the consumer market and yet they offer those kind of facility to shoppers?not good at all. P/s: really need a haircut!!

It's 3 am Can't sleep Hv u ever had that dream where you feel you can't wake up? Like you are in between a different dimensions and you tried so hard to wake up but it's so difficult And your chest feels so hot and entire body gets sweaty? Feeling like screaming but u can't? Or you feel that you are screaming on top of your lungs but you hear nothing? And you don't feel like continuing your sleep for fear that the bad dream may come back? Yup,just had that one. I still remember how I cried all out to my friend Caca at Econs Cafe back in UIA because of this kind of dream. My chest was feeling pain from that experience and I can't stop crying So a friend of ours taught me to read ayatul qursi and La haw la wala quwwata illa billah across the room and on the bed I also read that if you have a bad dream then you should change your sleeping position And seek Allah's protection with reciting qursi and ayat tammah Subhanallah.. Ya Allah..lindun...

Friday morning Last friday before entering new year I'm grateful for everything I had this year And what made it even special was the arrival of our lil' bundle of joy She's growing up so fast! It's going to be a long weekend due to the coming Awal Muharram And I've got some things that I wanna do this weekend: -shop for new outfits Yup,still wearing my maternity pants (sigh). Thigh area is not cooperating well with the upper body. Furthermore, Hannan's source of milk supply has doubled in size so definitely need to put away major of the buttoned shirts/blouses.and I think I also want to get myself new pyjamas/sleeping wear comfortable for nursing -get new haircut Just getting bored with current one.plus,hair loss has become a big issue in the house. -get dresses for hannan Bought her 1st denim gown from mothercare last week and she looked extremely adorable that I can't resist to buy her lots more. -New fridge Better upgrade before the curr...

I wish I can be a perfect wife and mum

It's hard to satisfy everyone Especially when that everyone pays so much attention to you and rely so much on you The expectation is really heavy on the shoulders And sometimes you just break down and cry when you feel that you are being blamed for some things and yet you can't make that people understand And you know that it's not your fault at all Give us some privacy Give us some time for ourselves Give us opportunity to decide what we wanna do,where we wanna go,how we wanna do it Give us a break

I hate people who does not respect other's privacy I hate people who makes my daughter cry I hate people who takes away my child while I'm feeding her I know Who am I to simply hate some people But it just hurts Why can't some people understand?

have you seen this 5 minute programme on TV Al-Hijrah? It's about our the sunnah of our Prophet the way they deliver the message really touch your heart reminds you of things you may know but don't practise The programme is aired right after everyday azan on the channel among other things that  I learned from the programme: -Tidak dibenarkan melaknat satu pun kejadian Allah, termasuk haiwan -Sekiranya kita memanggil anak kecil dengan mengatakan padanya yang kita akan memberikan sesuatu tetapi kita tidak memberikannya, maka kita akan dicatat sebagai penipu -Membelikan hadiah/buah tangan untuk keluarga/rakan merupakan sunnah Nabi many more..watch the programme ya

Hannan grows beautifully each and every day makin chubby and loved so much by every member in the family both granpas and granmas tak sah kalau tak tgk muka hannan satu hari kadang2 rasa mcm drama plak So far, Hannan is still feeding on ummi's milk Altho the parents sometimes "bising" suruh bagi formula thinking I'm not giving her much "cukup ke?" "anak tak puas susu tu" "tambah la susu tepung biar dia kenyang sikit" I'm still hanging on to it There's nothin wrong with giving formula but there's nothing wrong bf her too right especially if she's gaining weight and healthy? frankly, i didn't do much reading on breastfeeding altho i wanted to do it so much teruk kan? lucky i have dear friends that i can always turn to (credits to mommy faira and mommy umar izzikry) lucky that they didn't mind me asking so many questions that's the fastest way to learn I still remember how difficult I thot it w...