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revisiting

recently i asked my other half what does he think my passion is, to which he answered "online shopping" and "your job" I was really surprised.  not that I was expecting a particular answer but to realise that "what..now I'm only into that?" and it made me sad because I think I'm not contributing anything to the family.  So I revisit my daily schedule. ok. so apart from work, my life revolve around my family and stalking people. doesn't sound good. so allow me to revisit what interest me most during those single days. I used to love reading love stories, novels.  I can spend hours to make sure i finish the book. I also loved reading Islamic history  I wanted to learn japanese.  and now, after having 2 child, we are overwhelmed with work,  brainstorming about getting more income and our children. So I think I need to have my passion back. I want to read again. last book I read was Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar biog...

Fragile

Unsecured. Low self esteem. Struggling. Drowning. Exhausted. Lowest point.

11.9.2014

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Happy 3rd bday dear Hannan.. and Happy 9 month old Suphie Ummi love both of you very very much our visit to the orphanage shelter yesterday just made me realised that I had more to do in raising both of you. May Allah swt always protect you and guide you

Makan-makan: Fiqs Gastronomy SS19, Subang Jaya

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Ambience: 9/10.  love the interior. Surau is also provided for convenience so extra marks there Service: 9/10. Fast and efficient Taste: 8/10. I like the variety and originality of the menu. Especially the dessert Price: 7/10. Babychairs provided. No kids meal. But gonna come again for more dessert

Makan-makan: Kayu Manis, Cyberjaya

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This is the latest restaurant opened at the same row as KFC/Nandos/Paparich Cyberjaya Service: 7/10 Ambience: 6/10 Price: 5/10 or translated as "I think it is overpriced" Taste: 6/10 - Fair. Nothing that I ordered gave me the "ooh i should come here again" If you are thinking of having large crowd of family dinner better head to Horizon Garden Bangi as their price is more value for money and the taste is even better. But currently it is the only place in Cyberjaya featuring crab dishes so have a try

i hate muffin

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source: google get it?

of being mommy

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source:google source: google source:google I think something is wrong with me. I can't wake up early as I used to. I wanna be that perfect mom who cook breakfast for her husband and kids, do the laundry, clean up the house before going off to work. I wanna bake. I wanna go to spa. I want to exercise. those are the things I wanna do for the past 17 months. yet to accomplish. I wanna look pretty all times while picking up the garbage, throwing and cleaning dirty diapers or washing the dishes and sweeping the floor I guess I'll just..hmm..*yawn